Happy birthday to me! Today I turned 21. I still can't believe that it's my birthday, since I still feel like the sixteen year old teen, that I was when I celebrated my birthday the last time..
To be honest, I stopped celebrating my birthday for the reason that my daddy passed away on my seventeenth birthday. I coped a long time with the fact that it would be so strange to celebrate on such a sad day but after arriving in Bali and focusing on my inner voice, I decided to take a step forward and change something.
Of course I didn't do a big birthday bash, but our hotels, the Hidden Hills and Inaya Putri, were today with cakes and sweet gifts all over the day.
Reviewing the last two weeks I really feel a change of my whole person. I have never been so cleared from my mind and soul. Reflecting myself now I would say that I'm more focused and maybe also more seasoned than I was before this trip.